This year so far has felt like one big long trial. In January my daddy went in to have a simple surgery and then got very sick and passed away in February. While dealing with all of that, I lost my job at the end of March. So I have been home since then. Scared and at times worried, I am reminded of the fact that God is in control and can see the end of trials that we have been through. I can only see right now and the "what ifs" keeping coming up in my head. But what was meant for bad had turned into a blessing. I am reminded everyday of my daddy when I watch my kids and live my life. I have had extra time with my kids and family that I normally would not have had. I have seen firsts with the babies that I would have normally missed - crawling and standing up. I have been there more for the older two and for their events.
I am waiting on God to show me what He wants for me next. I have had interviews with two different companies in the last week and either one would be a great fit for our family. I still have my good days and bad when dealing with everything and who wouldn't. But I know that God will be glorified in this and isn't that what life is all about anyway. It's not about us - it's all about Him.
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